In bed at 4PM
I held my pillow
and thought “oh well”
in regards to my entire life.
Tonight go to sleep as though your whole past has been dropped. Die to the past. And in the morning wake up as a new man in a new morning. Don’t let the same one who went to bed get up. Let him go to sleep for good. Let the one who is ever-new and ever-fresh awake instead.
I want to be able to make you feel like everything is alright, not have to worry about anything and finally be able to be happy. I know money isn’t the key to happiness, but I want to be able to spoil you, buy you what you want and surprise you every here and there with something special. I want you to know you’re loved, and trust and believe I’d do anything for you. I want to take care of you because you’re everything to me.
Theres a brief moment when you first wake up, where you have no memories. A blissful blank slate, a happy emptiness.
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